Word of the Day: 陰陽師

Like a scheduler book a few years ago, I wrote this as something I wanted to become. Now, on disney+ we have tarot card readers, and shaman on a tv show. I mean, bruh. I feel like I should just develop it more. I mean even if I don't make it my "profession" necessarily, it is obviously my way of coping with a lot of things. Also hearing how they talk to themselves, is kind of similar how I communicate about the Ether and spiritual things.

I don't have a mentor though, that is sort of the downside of this, because I am by myself in this regard.

I mostly Automatic write but not in The Others way. I have seen a girl do this and she is the real deal. I more sort of free write, then all of a sudden I start typing or writing words that are not of my human's choice. Which makes writing an essay in school very difficult, no? Lol.

I can surpress it enough for maybe one word or something like this. I think it starts as typos for some people who have it, then you start writing a full on sentences without knowing what it means. I eventually find out what it means later on, but at the time it sounds like gibberish. But I have had crazy manifestations of what I have written.

I have a notebook in real life. It is from an artist friend of mine, Amaya.

Yes, I did write about a hacker before, but it isn't this. This is not what I mean when I say automatic writing. That is a real person fucking with my computer screen. When I say " automatic writing " I am talking about spiritual energy and such.

When someone is young, they usually can harness poltergeist activity which is basically like, unfocused telekinesis. I had this problem when I was younger. Street lights going off when I would walk home, picture frames falling from closets, or off the walls. I was in a lot of pain so, spiritual energies could sense it as well because, my pain/abuse went for so long.

It is actually very common with children who have a lot of emotional turmoil. Like people from broken homes and such. Because, more on a realistic 3D basis, you need to be a very sensitive person to just apease living people. What psychologists call the fawning response. When this kind of abuse goes for too long, it sort of tears into the Ether and leaves a mark, making the kid actually affect the Ether at that point. Psychologist will probably limit to just biological reasoning, but it isn't. We extend more than that, and let's be honest, even Jung sort of acknowledged that. That is what him and Freud had differences on.

I don't think Freud necessarily didn't believe him, but he is a more practical guy so, he believed that keeping it to 3D understandings would allow the whole industry to mainstream, which it did. That principle still goes today; What sells: Sex, drugs, and money. That's what our human understands.

Souls only interest Gods and Ghosts.

When I say " My human " I am referring to me as a person, as a human being with fears, anxiety, and ego, existing as Kayla McIntosh. I don't have a split personality. My soul has a different form though, and different memories.

I have something more to say about this, because a spirit recently... unlocked my akashic records and... I don't know how to explain it, but they took away my Lyrian contract. Maybe from the Buddha collective? As that is the whole process of detachment and letting go of roles and understandings. It's like Divine Erasure.